I just figured out that i am still the same...i always have been..this stereotyped emotional fool..i still get a heavy heart watchin these "stupid" movies..just as i used to.. say 10 years back..a lot has happened over these years..i should have changed!!!but no...i didn't..bad relations should worn one down..failures should inhibit initiations..the pain at the end of the tunnel should be visible..apply the principle of conservatism...account for all the bad that people could do to you..stop sharing..too much..too soon...or dont tell anyone..anything..at all...ever
Thats all that i should do but i would never do...
life should not always be an experiment..even if it is..there should be a result outta it..i believe i have let my life too loose...it doesnt listen to me anymore..its busy hanging out with these other "LIFE" pals that it has got...it listens to them..shares with them..kinda stays away from me..My Life is ignoring me!!! i am convinced..
Probably I have myself to blame for this.I didn't give it enough..now it runs to those who show a lil concern nd care..acts a hungry beggar...a LIFE can have no other "absolute" friends except its master..2 lives are actually the most selfish companions..they just look for trade-offs..bitches..actually my life is an idiot like me...gets high!!!gets addicted!!for-gets!!gets on again!!!SCARY....
