Sunday, April 02, 2006

TRANSIENT DARKNESS OF THE SPOTTED MIND

umm...ahhhh..wat the fuck!!!! wat do u do when someone is dyin in front of u and ur not able to do a shit bout it... wats worse is when the entity vanishing is ur own brain child...not tht much effort was put into framing it but still sum strings of hope were attached...are attached i shud say...its so much like LIFE itself...u know it wud end someday but still go on living it..tyring to live it better than others..by makin ur own measures for success..

its high time i get a lil lucid..im talkin of bloggin here...its not tht the past month ve been uneventful..actually it has been a rockin one..the fun never seemed to end..5 days of sparsh masti..joy of winning..and ultimately GO GOA!!! but ALAS!! i cud not make a single post..and now im here makin an entry on WHY I DONT BLOG.

to tell the truth.. i donno wat bloggin is...
IS IT BOUT MAKIN NETWORKS by readin nd commentin nd invitin others ??
IS IT A REGULAR DIARY ENTRY??(reminds me of the journals gr8 ppl kept)
IS IT YET ANOTHER PLATFORM FOR EMOTIONAL EJACULATIONS??(but why is it public then)
why did i start bloggin??(how cud i fall into a sheep herd psyche)
i just write(mostly bull shit)..oblivious of fact if sum1 is readin out ther..
HELLO,IS THER NEBODY IN THER??
i ll continue..its kinda of gud to suppose tht sum1 is actually givin time to wat ur writin..even if the supposition is wrong..i give a damn...
i feel sorry for this blog...it wud ve been happier in some more concerned hands..who wud ve posted more..given it a change of luks..made it more colourful thru pictures..but NOT me...
i will neither give it an euthanasia nor a euphoric life...
LIVE MY BLOG....LIVE LIKE..I DO